I am getting so stuck with career, competition and money
I am not what I used to be man
not cool

hard work

we heard about this phrase a lot and over and over
"hard work pays off"

its true and hard work is really rewarding
there's no doubt that its not easy to exert so much
effort into it. you almost feel like giving up and
questioning your original purpose for it

it's just because you haven't reached the top yet
wait and see ; )