doing show tmr, this is great xD

heyyy
how you guys doing :)

er I don't really know what to write about now ...
I'm doing my radio show tmr morning , should be fun
and I think I will totally fuck every thing up xD

I haven't really got those Japanese songs yet ,
Maya gave me some Japanese CDs today ....but
I definitely need more of those

was going in into the city over the weekend
but I didn't really have the time to go ..
busy doing works and partying hahahaha

we had this house party
people sit around and drink wines
but I didn't drink pretty much at all
and xD by the end people sort of got pretty drunk
started talking about women breasts and penis xDDDD
and Ladia said to an scenery landscape painting on the wall
that " I like that painting "
" I wanna be in that painting " xDD WTF !!

then on Sunday, I slept during the morning
( and a bit of afternoon ) coz got tired from the party
then got up doing my sound project works until 3 am ...
just presented it today, the teacher seems to like it xD

Umm.. what else, I went to play ball on Saturday with Joe
his friend came and drove us to South Yara street ball court
was a good place, but damn I can't play basketball
pretty much at all, sort of totally suck at it
his friends and I are playing some games at the Uni
probably after Easter break

I'm probably going running tonight
haven't done it for a while ..

I now really feel like that I don't wanna waste
any time while I'm still young, of course your heart
and thought could stay light and young forever no matter
what age you get on in your life, but these "chances' ..
all these 'people' , everything is gonna be different
and no longer be there while we're growing older and older

I do think being young is precious ,
because we still have so much potential
and I do value that face I am still ..maybe young

ohhhh I got my orange belt for karate last Saturday :D !
we did grading

anyway I miss talking to Jonna
where are you jonna xD !

take care

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been busy and rundown with Uni already
but just gonna sit down and type some stuffs here
so ...went out to Sarah's house for BBQ last weekend
with other pretty cool folks , was great fun
had to leave earlier for another party in the city
ya, we went for karaoke with the Taiwanese crew
man they were all nuts -_-

turn the song up at the max volume and sing along
I had to get out of the room for quite a few times lol
so the party was ok, for me it was more about meeting some
new people , a cool guy drove me and other 2 girls home ...

on Sunday ...ah cant remember what I did ....
but did works the whole night through pretty much
only had about 4 hrs sleep then off to school for
my presentation, Mark didn't like one of the idea
I was showing ...but I liked that one lol

this week, I was at a point realizing that ...
I gotta spend a lot more time on my work ..
so I have been doing that as well unit today ..so far
so I wont be dying getting my ass off doing work
on the weekend the whole night again ........
and it does need some balance

Im so rundown right now tho .....
ohhhh umm we're doing a project that
we need to take part of a film and remake the sound for it
including the sound effect and all that stuffs, I played
around in garage band ( a sound program, which lots of musicians
use ) coz its got all those cool sound, instruments inside it
it turns out really cool , i like the sound overall, the problem
is now though how to put them all too together............

and the ... coz I don't think you can solely remove the dialogue
from the soundtracks, they compressed two tracks into one stereo
file when it's issued ...so I think I have to do the voice-over
as well ....H A H A H A, umm , I'll get Edward to do the British
accent , and that would be funny L O L

umm what else, shit got this meeting tmr, need to read some stuffs
tonight, which will be pain in the ass !! >__< it's hard reading ..

since my back has got better, i went back to karate this week
and the last Friday, Saturday ... I've been doing this duck down
and kick practice I invented lol to ...train my thigh and butt muscle
I don't know if it's effective yet ...hope it will be ...
and I got my stick xD

Boss, Luke , I call him boss ,coz he's so good like a boss in game xD
ordered for me, but we finished up stick this week and moved on to sword
next week ........ shit , but sword should be fun too

can't think of much what else is happening now .................
umm, I've been eating my cereal so quickly ... finish one pack
in 3 or 4 days at average .... L O L

all right , shit I feel sick in stomach pretty much all day
this is so awesome

and fuck I haven't been to CD shops for about 2 weeks

WHAT A MIRACLE !!!!

take care guys :)

((

had a really shitty day .. :(

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I've been busy , and found myself doing a scary thing
when I get too much going on, I actually realized that
I was not really listening to what people exactyl trying
to say ..... I thought I was listening but I am not

all I was keeping saying is, "aw cool" , "aw wow" ,"okey"
but the whole bit didnt go through my head
coz I just got too caught up with my own stuffs
this is so bad ...I dont wanna do this again anymore ..

like today in the meeting, Sarah was sick ..
I only noticed she doesnt look too good when
someone else asked her , and I dont even remeber
I looked at her face earlier when I talked to her

this must be

I pretty much spend the whole weekend having fun ..xD
well I did some work on Sunday, about 10 hrs in front
of the PC trying to come up with 3 ideas for my motion
graphic project. It went ok I guess

having done that I slept for about 5 hrs then
going for school, now I'm at a self-working session

I've been confused about being compatible
sometimes ..other people just give me so much shit
like they do so strange and weird things to you
and could be just totally insensitive to you
have I ever pondered the point of being kind
and compatible to people from time to time ?

Yes, and a lot, sometimes I just don't get it
I don't like to easily judge people, or I don't
even wanna judge anyone's doing, but some of them
could just be a completely dickhead or jackass ...
and I got sooooo irritated and angry by them .....

and I don't exactly know how and why could I just
forgive them and even try not get mad at them at all ..
it was hard .... I wish I could just curse them thousands
times and they will burn down to hell xDDDDDD

but NO .... I guess all that is a test ....
cause I do know judging and hating people don't
make anything any better ..................

all right ..should put all this to and end here

just wanna say to jonna that... we'll keep in touch for sure..
if ur reading this ,

umm but wanna say that I feel that I always
end up saying something stupid every time
commenting on bdb ... don't know why
I wanna delete for the most of time
every time I commented .. arh ..

: )

BDB is stuffed up again -_-


After I've been fooling around the whole last week
I decided to get myself seriously onto school works
well I don't call them as 'school works' because they're
actually something entirely inspiring and ...intellgent-upgrading ...
what am I talking about anyway , I actually enjoy doing
school stuffs, that is what I mean , like what just I did ...


couple of hours, I stayed at school watching some tutorial clips
and playing around with Adobe After Effect, this is a pertty new
program to me but didnt take me long to get my head around it ..
since I've pretty much used all the other Adobe-made designing program
so now experiement comes to the key,


http://www.videocopilot.net/basic/


this is the website you might wanna look at
if you're interested in doing some cool effects in
your own-made video, someone else video ,or whatever
check it out , very useful , informative, and life-changing ..


I've been thinking about how to say exactly the same things
in a more interesting way , or more relaxing , joking way
I don't usually know how to joke in english , sometimes
and this is a problem because I enjoy saying silly and stupid
things very much , but now my english ability is limited ,
in my first language I say stupid things all the time
and they're funny ....

at least I believe so

hey hey hey

so my school has started this week ,
I feel kind of great in a way because
it's just good to be around some creative
people I guess, and I feel pumped to do some
serious shit this semester

the projects we're doing are actually
tough and requiring a lot of works
but should be awesome to put time in : )

I've been talking to people
and I found out a lot of things

I realized that I wasn't the only
person on earth having problems socalizing
with people and making friends , in fact
a lot of people have problems with it
I can tell by the way they talk and act

I tried very hard not to think about
all sorts of behaviors that people do
in a negative way but sometimes I can
not help but have those thoughts
in my mind..... but I know that as
soon as I start being paranoid with
people around me, I wouldn't be able
to make any friends ....coz I won't
stay true for much longer either

so I do not think too much about how
people act anymore, I just do what I do
talk what I talk ......

even though I do wonder if people in this
world still believe in humanity, love, and
friendship, loyalty etc. anymore

the other things I found was ..
the world is bigger than I thoguht
I guess how big your world is how
much you open yourself up to Chances
, people , events , things Opputunities.

You should look at
all the things happening around you ,
they're actually a lots still await
for you to discover or try out ...
and some of them you still can not
see or realize , nor know about it



I joined a lot of clubs today lol
one of the greatest one was radio monash
they have activities going on teaching you
how to do a show, djing, setting up the gears
recording for the bands , they have a studio
across at the other campus we have at school
so I can't wait to do some stuffs with them :)

yeh, jonna you're right ,2009 is gonna be awesome : )

Drugs in Vegas had a show tonight, I should've gone ...
but the weather was so bad tonight ,
I can't wait for their EP to come out

take care

I was gonna type a blog

but I'm tired now haha , maybe later XD