today

my school starts tommorow at 9 am
it's gonna be a tough year i guess
since its the last one, but I'm looking
forward to it, I think things will be great : )

since I've been talking and meeting people
around me, some of them are amazing, and some
of them are strange, I don't understand them at all
but I don't wanna think about it too much

i guess being young is a gift
we have so many time and strengh
as well as opputunities ........
I've been thinking about what the heck
exactly am I doing in this world .....

but the answer is unknown, now I do
know what I like and what I wanna learn
but I can not predict the future nor know
exactly what I will do in 4 or 5 years ...

though I do know my aim isn't gonna be
for the benefit of myself, basically
I don't consider myself is existing ..
what I mean by that is yes I do 'physically'
exist NOW, you can hear and see me all
because my Body is functioning as a human ...

in another 80, 70, 60 years, "I" do not exist ..
I might be lying underground or burned into ashes..
who knows ..

but while my human body and brain still runs..
there must be something I can do for any benefits
for the next generations in any terms.. even it is little bit

anyway ,that's what I think of myself ....
I should clean my room today .....

take care : )