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I've been busy , and found myself doing a scary thing
when I get too much going on, I actually realized that
I was not really listening to what people exactyl trying
to say ..... I thought I was listening but I am not

all I was keeping saying is, "aw cool" , "aw wow" ,"okey"
but the whole bit didnt go through my head
coz I just got too caught up with my own stuffs
this is so bad ...I dont wanna do this again anymore ..

like today in the meeting, Sarah was sick ..
I only noticed she doesnt look too good when
someone else asked her , and I dont even remeber
I looked at her face earlier when I talked to her