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holiday is about to be gone
soon we'll all back in school
and work our ass off on projects
after projects, having your full
life sleeping in a lab things

the school result is coming
out on Friday, I am so worried
about my stupid score, if I failed
it, good thing is that I could
go travel between the gap year
before I gradute, and I could continue
doing karate at the same time ...

but the bad thing is that I'd
waste more money on same subject ..
and time, that'd suck so much

I've been skating and just
focusing on doing karate ..
but every now and then I wodnered
so much what the hell im doing

it feels so aimless sometimes
because I dont really set thigns like
goal or milestone in my life , it makes
everything seem so restless , having
no where to set its root

and I've been trying really hard
to get a richer social life , its
not so easy , for some people it is
but i used to be too use to doing things alone
and being mentally disconnected from others

what else has been happening
I m now pretty much going to karate
every night , even i dont have class
doing sparring practice tomorrow with a guy

fuck the weather looks awesome today
going out for a skate soooon !!!!
it now feels so good to skate
after having the control of the board
better !! haha :D:D

hmmm been trying to listen to some emo
bands too , and any bands i could find
really, found a shoegaze band last night
called vivian girl with influence from
wiper and nirvana, i might talk about it
with steff tonight , she like nirvana

I do really think I should work on
my english so much more now, i haven't
seriously studied on it for a while
but english ,, thats the things
that'd get a lot of things i want
in life , social-wise and job-wise

dam im so worried about the result