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I haven't updated this for ages
I am so lazy and bad at keeping this posted
I guess I will type a little
but does anyone really read this ?
um never mind

last Friday we karate fellows
got together and had a meal at
a racecourse hotel , where people
bet on horse-racing and football
so there were around 15 people

Steff, Conuur, Lana, and Luke
played a bit of pool that night
was great and funny as hell xd
because everyone was so bad at it
hahahahha, there's one shot
steff was trying to tell me how
to do but i failed really hard
and boss Luke was bagging her
" good instruction steff" aside

the first game steff got the black
ball sank so she was ultimately lost
the game, and she was really upset
about it then walked off hhahahha
she said she needed another drink
and she'll get better , but she only
got worse afterward .....

and steff bit conuur on his arm
coz he lock her neck from behind
for playing ... and there was bruises ..

umm lots of people don't behave like
adults at our karate place

Luke told me how to play stacker
machine that night, but I failed
so hard at it due to my slow reflexes ..
I really want the iPOD as major prize though

I've been trying to do karate every morning
for a bit , either streching or whatsoever
because sensei Luke has told me that he does
it every morning, I was like " woo cool , I wanna do that
too " , but it is easier than done, you do get lazy sometiems
it is hard to maintain the routine ....well done boss

I've been doing the weapon bo as well
it is getting better , and I found that
I have to start slow to get the right
centre of weight of the stick to be
able to spin it efficiently

there's so many great gigs coming up
in Melbourne, can't wait to see those ..
everytime feel so alive to be there
at the venue and listening to those bands

I've decided to feel bad about what I
wanna do, you got to have belief in
what you're doing, what your dream is
people of course will tell you it is not
possible or it is really hard, because
most of the people are afraid of stepping
out into an unkown world, and they're
afraid of being irregular to the standard
of society, most of them chose to walk
down the path of what the society has
set them to, because it looks safer

but don't listen to what people
told you, I have deeply learned
that, because the thought and
decision I've had years ago all
have been proved they were right
I've been right the all time ..

anyway, it is going too deep again


I've been spending a lot of time
researching about music and listening
to them , school works seem to stupid and
crap to me somehow, I wonder how
much exactly they can teach me,
all the learning resource depends
on how much your strech yourself,
of course they can give you advice of
many different things they have seen
before, but stupidly enough, most of
the students don't seem to want to give
their most effort into their work

you really start wondering if University
is the place people who have the similar
dreams gather together, or it is just a result
of commercial corporation trying to
comfort people's insecurity of their
future, I think I am right