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hey jonna
i saw your blog
but i'm not even sure i'm the best person answering you this question
what do you do with your life..
its hard to answer

in terms of the THINGS you wanna do
there are just too many of them,
and you sort of pick them up on your way
through the journey, like I wouldn't even think about traveling Europe back in 2 years ago, and I wouldn't even learn Swedish without meeting you guys
it's not just like ...ok i sit here and focus on thinking what i wanna do ......

the answer doesnt really come out in that way , i personally think .......
i would say the best way is to get out there and grab any oppotunities of learning new things ,and meet new, different people
you will learn a lot from doing all these things, it just gives you a lot of information about the world, everything,
and it might even change the way you see things ..

and....in term of what you wanna do as you JOB,of how you're getting the money from..
its different,

some people just wanna do what they're into as their job, like those musicians, painters, those jobs dont always earn the most money out of all professions

some people decided to do some jobs earning
money as quick as possible,
so they can make use of them to do other things ..

and sometimes you dont always get to decide what you wanna do as your job.. that is true for some people, like my mom, my dad screwed up the money that my mom probably has saved for 10 years... back then we were just little, she had no option but open an restaurant....
does she enjoy doing it ? no..

but yeh ...i suppose you will a lot of times to find out about what you really wanna do, it takes times.....

my sister took 4 years of Uni studying business before she started working at some banks and stuffs back in Taiwan ,
then she just found out she couldn't do it
she's now back in here studying some else , like start over again

i met a guy during the trip, he spent 3 years doing some course competely different from what he's doing now, and now he's doing some sea resource research ....

there are too many stories like this kinds

anyway .................
i hope this helps ......
if you wanna talk more about it
im more than happy to help

i know how all these might sound like a pressure to you
but life is good, trust me :)
just enjoy your ride you know ..xD
no matter how it might be

coz i personally reckon all these are pretty SHIT hahahahaha
all these wont matter if you cant love, cant share
dont matter if you dont have your friends around , right ?

take care

xx
ray


ps. and...just some other things about the trips if you're going to Spain
it is good that you book your ticket as early as possible, it'd be cheaper and sometimes some travel agents have special deals for the flight and hotel packs

and either book it online or through the travel agent, it'd be cheaper too ..
there are some really good website for Europe doemstic flights

and...June and July is a really high season for traveller, just watch out each others if you're traveling with your friends
coz there will be lots of different people around ..

jsut to make sure everyone is safe xD


good luck with it ..