right

so i decided to do a blog
it is good because i can get into a lot more
details about all the things considering in my mind
or the stuffs that is happening in my life
if you're sick of reading englihs
i'm sorry it's all probably all
gonna be some blogs with quite
a bit length ...

so man, it's 2009
i would really say 2008
was a good year , ended with
a trip to party up with Magic Dirt was sick.

I feel amazing, this kind of feeling
never really emerged ever before
lile " it was a good year "
I've always felt nothing when
another year is gone ....

so i guess some inside me
really has changed compared to
the one who i used to be ...
i feel i'm always changing
i hate to be staying the same for
too long, that's just boring .....

anyway, i'm really looking forward to
traveling more this year, either times
around June or July, and YEH MAN
it is gonna be something big you know
something i have never done before
i really feel like it and excited about it ....

and it is going to be my last year of Uni
i feel bad about that i havent really been
puttig myself up to works of school, and
everything in my life , i hate it

but it is gonna be different
because i wanna go out there and do
what i do !! just straight ahead to
the end you know .........
i've realised that we're all just living
and waiting to die ...
i really think about life in that way

so what are we gonna do inbetween our Birth and Death ?

i feel like i cant wait any more sec to waste
everytime this thought comes out
even so much stronger after the trip
to lake entrance, i was speaking with Adalita
about the doing music thing

she said to me " just do it
dont listen to anyone telling you
you can not do it "

i was shaked and hooked
i really feel that i have to
and must get up to THINGS ,
i'm not sure yet what those THINGS are
but I just gotta DO THINGS !! in life
though i never really just stayed all the same
in the past 2 years , but i wasnt that much of
living every minute to my maxium ...
and now somehow i feel im ought to do this

anyway, too much of serious stuffs
i watched YES MAN 2 days ago
LOVE IT
i wanna watch it again now

the karate class today was tough
we did like 300 kicks or whatsoever ..
but its good to be sour - you feel the difference

i'm moving out on 31th Jan. from this aparment
because i hate it, my housing agent is a jackass XD
and i do not enjoy living alone ..... not AT all
SO , where am i gonna go .....
the answer is gonna be .......

with a family that the couple are jazz musicians ..
how cool is that :D i dont listen to jazz that much
but music is one and all the same dont you think

they have a little dude around 1 year old hahahha
i am GOING TO CRUSH him !!!!!!
jk we'll be good buddy : )

and another baby on its way : )
well, i really hope its gonna be good

hmmm what else ...
hahahah i really have idea what to do
with my guitar at the moment,
i meant i could've gone to the lesson
but not now ...........cant do it now

anyway, i will finish now for today -

take care guys -- you MUST
coz i care !! and
im sort of nothing without you guys ...


all the best